getting crunch time...
hey yall
this is perhaps the last post of the whole shootin match...perhaps when i return i might have some things to say...we shall see! our time here is practically over and my thoughts are leaning toward home severely...what is it that i have learned? several things, some best left unspoken but many i feel necessary and even critical to mention...
i read today a quote by g.k. chesterton that addresses my biggest lesson this summer: GREED...
"the best way to satisfy greed is to accumulate more and more, or desire less and less."
i guess when i came to china i thought...moths and rust are for the rich people...i came here and found that i am rich!
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another area that has been brought to my attention with a great deal of persistance is: what i think about...what captivates me? what subject dominates my idle thoughts?
a few quotes that have proved useful, in the slightest, i will list...
c.s. lewis-"no subject of contemplation tends more to humble the mind, than thoughts of father"...
word-"take every thought captive and make it obedient to jc" 2 cor. 10.5
simeon wiel mentioned that we have to faculty of worship instilled in us...that worship is directed into this world or into another...we have no other option...idolatry or father?
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one last area that has been a sweet lesson here is love...do i love people like 1 cor 13 says i should, if i am indeed of the Light?
c.s. lewis says, and i paraphrase without his prolific vocab, that when one falls in love they have indeed fulfilled the law (loving your neighbor as yourself, at least to one person)...they have put all thoughts of themselves aside and implanted anothers interest in the center of their being...they have leaped in one huge bound the massive wall of the self...this is a foretaste, an image of what it would be like to live LOVE, it is at least preparation for it.
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lifting up hardcore that the plane ride from here to there would not blur the things father has tried to get through my hard head these past few weeks...knowing that people who write about greed and idolatry don't learn of its destruction without being living proof of it...knowing also that love i will never figure out, but can indeed grow in...hoping most of all that this wasn't a TRIP...trips are forgotten or perhaps remembered once in a while with pictures that are stuck together and faded...i know this has been a orchastrated time of at least showing me how temporary our time is and how fragile we are and also how important we are in spreading LOVE...not the 60s and 70s kind of love, but the living kind...
getting on a plane in two days...i ask one last time for your prs that i not get off that plane and land into the mold i just left...because hopefully father has made it to where i won't fit that one anymore...
i ask also that you continue to pr with me that these people would see the light and that the ones that have indeed come to know him would continue on in him!! father has been good to harvest here, but the work is far from done...we will leave brothers and sisters from the states here that havent thought of home in years because they have made theirs here...they put their hand on the plow and havent looked back...would you pr for their endurance!
the greatest of these is love...
jon


